“Evs?” he sighed.
“Yes,
yes it’s me, are you alright? Are you in pain?” I said too quickly, my tongue
stumbling over the words as they spilled out of my mouth.
“I…I
can’t see. It’s so...bright.”
“It’s
me, I’m sorry I don’t know what it is” I looked down at myself, at my hands
that were gripping onto him so hard that my fingers ached. Reluctantly I disentangled
my fingers from his ripped shirt and awkwardly tipped backwards so that the
blinding light wasn’t covering him.
“Evs,
I think I met the Mother. She was…fat.”
“Yes”
I laughed as tears streamed down my cheeks, “she’s not what you expected huh.”
I wiped the droplets from my face with a harsh swipe of my glowing hand. As if
in unison Bas raised his own hand and rubbed at his pallid face. He turned his
head to face me and narrowed his eyes before covering them.
“You’re
shining” he said, “what the fuck happened, why are you shining?”
“I
connected with the Mother and she made me ...she made me into the
same substance as her heart.”
“Like
a diamond? I don’t get it” he coughed. It started off as a few haggard breathes
and then escalated to a coughing fit that made him seize up into a foetal
position. Small droplets of blood studded the ground around him.
“Bas…” I reached out for him, but he flinched away from my excruciatingly bright skin. It did look sort of like a diamond except diamonds were clear rocks that reflected light. I wasn’t reflecting anything. I was producing white light that seemed to burn the air. As I concentrated on my surroundings I noticed that the air rippled around me as if I were an intense flame giving off heat.
“Are
you God?” Grigori’s small voice cut through the atmosphere. Sebastian’s eyes
met mine and for a moment I wondered if he was trying to tell me something. I
felt like I should have kept looking at him, but instead I turned away.
“Yes”
I answered slowly as I turned to face the boy. He was still sitting next to
Zadkiel’s body, his fingers covered in brain matter. The sight of him disgusted
me. How did a child so young become so twisted and corrupted. The Mother’s voice echoed within my head and something
inside me clicked. Tumblers and gears shifted inside me falling into places
that I couldn’t identify. I felt the world around me lose focus and then come
into perfect clarity.
I knew there
was something behind me that I needed to reach for and my inner self turned to
it and fell into a deep chasm. It felt like the base of my stomach and as I
landed there the fluid skin of my dragon brushed past me as it and my snake
energy switched positions with my conscious mind.
I
looked through my eyes like a stranger looking into a movie screen and marvelled
at the ingenuity of the director.
I
stood up in one fluid motion and raised my arm up in the air. The essence of
Grigori’s body tickled the tips of my fingers as his small form rose up like a
mirror image of my hand. I curled my fingers inwards and he glided across the
space between us. I felt myself completing these actions, but they seemed in no
way connected to my spirit.
“Where
are the others?” I asked him.
“What
others?” he squeaked.
“The
other angels. Take me to them” my voice cracked in the air like lashes of
thunder.
“I,
I don’t know where all of them are, just a few.” His eyes were bulging in his
little head. My skin crawled at the idea of keeping company with something as vile as him.
“Take
me to the ones you know of, the rest we will find.” I looked at him expectantly
and lowered my arm until his tiny feet, which had hung suspended in the air,
touched the ground. He hesitated for a moment, his eyes scanning something
behind me. My eyebrows knitted together and with a frightened jolt Grigori
brought his palms together in a gesture of prayer. A warm orange glow spread
from his palms to his body until it lapped at the edges of my fierce white
light.
I allowed for his power to wash over mine, not
diminishing it for a second, simply overlapping it and allowing for him to beam
me away. As my physical body broke apart into miniscule light particles that
were to be whisked away to a far off location my spirit screamed in the pit of
my stomach, unheard and unnoticed.
Just as Sebastian was left behind in the dust, unheard and unnoticed.
Just as Sebastian was left behind in the dust, unheard and unnoticed.
THE END OF BOOK
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