I turned back around and looked
at the group of people I was left with. One of them I could kill right now,
another I wouldn’t trust with my left shoe, three of them were useless and
Sebastian was my only friend and I didn’t even trust him completely. I sighed.
“Are
we done fighting kids?” Sloan said sarcastically. I shot him a death stare and
bared my teeth a little. Actually, make that two people I could kill right now.
“Are
we?” I looked at Audrey who had taken to twirling tendrils of her flame coloured
hair around her finger.
“For
now” she cooed. I grimaced in annoyance. Who even spoke like that? It was a
cross between the voice of a child and a whore.
“Can
I speak to you alone?” I said to Sebastian. He nodded in response, shot Sloan a
reproachful look and followed me behind a slab of fallen concrete.
“So
she wasn’t what we were expecting” I said.
“If
you were expecting help then no not at all, that one’s like wild fire. She
flares up and burns out unpredictably. When she first appeared your power
outburst had already run its course through most of the city. She questioned me
about it and before I could even reply she grabbed me and pulled out all my
bloody memories. Everything she touches is instantly under the command of her
power, and I mean instantly Evs.”
“So
she’s faster than me?
“In
terms of destruction love, she’s a cheetah and you’re a cat.”
“What
does that make you?” I grinned.
“A
fucking sloth that’s what” he growled in annoyance.
“If her power’s
that fast then why didn’t she use it?”
“Beats me,
maybe she’s biding her time, waiting to launch a surprise attack? I wouldn’t put
it past her.”
“Did you get
a look inside her head? When she connected with you did you see any of her
intentions?”
“That’s
the thing innit, I tried, but it was like a dark empty room, absolutely nothin’
to see. Every time I tried to ask her about what she knew she’d go on about
destruction and how that’s all there was. That thing she said about talking to
an angel, Gerard got that out of her, not me.”
“Fuck.
So how are we supposed to unite with someone like that?”
“Look,
convincing her to destroy the city won’t be an issue. Convincing her to let
people live…” he shrugged.
“That
boy that was with me” I lowered my voice, “he’s Portuguese, like literally
beamed here from Portugal, along with seven hundred other people.”
“What?
So these daft angels are transporting people into cities now? What for?”
“I
was thinking the same thing, what Audrey said, they’re not rational, some of
them are fucking up. Before they were brought here the angel had them in a
desert with no food or water for God’s sake” I raised an eyebrow. Sebastian
puffed out his cheeks and blew out the air in a long blustering sigh.
“So
what do we do now? We can’t bloody well kill seven hundred people can we?”
“They’re
in a park up north, it’s far enough away for us to clean out the city without
catching them in the cleanse.”
“Are
you up for it now?” he looked at me and his eyes sparkled with mischievous
excitement.
“I
don’t think I could take on the rest of this today” I looked around me, “plus
my leg and shoulder are killing me. I was going to see if you could help me
heal it?”
“I
don’t know about healing, I could give it a shot. Come on lets go back I don’t feel
good leaving her alone with the lads for so long yeah?”
I
followed him back onto the path where the others had settled down in the shade.
Sloan was sipping out of a water bottle that Travis and Izwan were eyeing with
jealousy.
“How’s
our food and water situation going?” I asked no one in particular.
“We
lost our supplies in the Asian grocery store after your latest temper tantrum”
Sloan said.
“He
the only one who find water and not share with rest of us” Izwan glared at
Sloan.
“Find
your own water you squinty cunt.”
“Hey!”
Sebastian turned on Sloan, “since when do you fucking talk to any of us like
that?”
Sloan
continued to sip his water as if nothing had happened. Sebastian continued to
stare at him and I was eyeing up Audrey who was sitting next to Gerard and
stroking his arm. They were whispering to each other and I strained to hear
what they were saying, but I couldn’t make it out. I cursed the fact that I couldn’t
amplify my hearing once again.
“Since
it’s my fault that your supplies were destroyed I’ll find us all some water
okay?” The only person who acknowledged what I had said was Travis. He smiled
at me shyly as if he were a little kid smiling at a teacher who was about to
reward him with some candy.
I
moved off behind the concrete block again and placed my palms and forehead on
the ground. The Earth opened up to me and I was delving into its depths with a
purpose that I had never had before. We needed clean drinking water and maybe,
just maybe, Owen was right and this was what my terrain vision was for. My eyes
flew over rocks and clay, mounds of bones and old decayed plastic. The ground
was filled with things that I had never thought to look at. All the foreign
objects stood out to me like sore thumbs, but none of them were water.
I
delved deeper. I cleared at least a hundred metres of land underneath me, but
still nothing. I cast my vision out wider and gradually stumbled upon damp
looking ground. I followed the soft earth deeper until I hit the jackpot, an
underground well. It wasn’t far either, just a two kilometres to the west. We
would be out of the CBD and in prime position to sweep the whole city. Once we
had our fill of water and we were all well rested we could tackle our
destinies.
“Alright
guys, let’s move, there’s an underground well about twenty minutes’ walk from
here. We can all get nice and hydrated and sleep off all this tension.”
“Who
the fuck says we have to follow you” Sloan sneered at me. I narrowed my eyes at
him.
“You’ll
do what you’re told or I’ll make you disappear” he looked over to Sebastian, “don’t
look at him, he won’t be able to stop me, in fact” I raised my voice so that
the whispering duo could hear me too, “you will all do as you’re fucking told.
I’m sick of this aimless wandering, the chit chat and the arguments. I’m making
it really simple. You either fall in line or I’ll push out into oblivion.”
Sebastian
went to open his mouth, but I interrupted
him with a look that said, if you contradict me I’ll slam you into the ground
before you can get your slow miasma one metre in front of you.
One
by one everyone got up from their shady respite and began the fairly short walk
to the well. I deliberately fell back behind everyone so that I could keep an
eye on them. As I had begun my rebuff to Sloan I realised that I really was
sick of the ambling around. It had been months since the Mother released her
vengeance and we were only mobilizing now. It wasn’t good enough and I knew
that it was our complex human nature that had delayed us for so long.
I
had at first wanted to live in a secluded bubble, amongst my precious clothes
and precious furniture then when Owen came along I had wanted to stay beside
him, denying what I was. With Sebastian I had been so overwhelmed by power and
new abilities that I had absolutely no control over my destiny. It was high
time that I took my life into my own hands and tuned out all outside influences.
Audrey’s
single mindedness must be nice. To know exactly what you need to do and having
it coincide with what you want to do. I was a tangle of contradictions and it
had driven me mad. I was done with the nuances of this group and with
everything else. With every step I took towards the underground well my resolve
hardened. Every step I took away from Owen hardened my heart.
When
we reached our destination I got Sebastian to manipulate the ground and create
the hole through which we would collect the water. Travis and Izwan went
hunting around the nearby houses for a bucket and rope and by the time the sun
set we were all satiated, except for Sloan. When the boys had found the gear
needed for the well they had also stumbled upon some jars of conserves in a
garage and when Sloan went to grab one I took off one of his fingers.
He
screamed and moaned until I told him to either shut it or lose his vocal cords.
Audrey had gone off with Gerard into one of the houses after they got their
share of water so I didn’t need to maim anyone else who tried to move in on the
boys’ food supply. Throughout this whole display Sebastian sat quietly and
watched me. His eyes were hooded and I could tell that his mind was working in
over drive.
Before
I had taken in my second batch of vengeance Sebastian and I had been almost
neck and neck in terms of power. Now with my dragon ready to burst out of my
body at any second Sebastian was no match for my abilities and he knew it.
In
the glimpse that I had taken into his mind earlier I had seen not only his time
with Audrey, but the time where he and Sloan had travelled together. How they
had come across large concentrations of vengeance that Sebastian simply couldn’t
absorb for fear of bursting with darkness. There was only one small piece of
darkness that had nestled into an old power generator that he had been able to accommodate
into his body, and that was a meagre pittance compared to my raging storm—a
storm that he had eased and taken into himself as well.
As
I looked at him now I could tell that these things were playing on his
consciousness, sinking it. I moved over to sit beside him.
“Tell
me what you’re thinking about” I said quietly.
“You
already know” he replied without looking up. His fingers were intertwined and
he squeezed his palms together until the edges of his skin turned white.
“Think
about the time you saved me from self-destructing.”
“I
did that for my own personal gain” he ground his teeth together, “it wasn’t enough
though. You’re still the stronger one aren’t you?” He looked at me bitterly and
it was the first time I had seen raw emotion on his face.
“It
doesn’t matter who’s stronger. Imagine how strong we would be together.”
“It
don’t feel good to be strong together it
feels good to know you have someone’s back, to know you can defend yourself if
your own backs against the wall. When I lived in London yeah, I got pushed
around by guys who were bigger than me, guys with guns. Now I’m getting pushed
around by a bird who happens to have a bigger gun than me. Tell me how that’s supposed
to make me feel better?”
“I’m
not pushing you around” I said taken aback.
“What
do you call it then?”
“Leading.”
“Leading”
he snorted.
“The
world we are about to create won’t be a democracy. It’ll be led and controlled
by us. Think about what life will be like when this is all over. It will be a
new world, with a new system. No governments, no churches, just us and the Sun
soldiers. You will be able to push around whoever you please, lead however you
please.”
“Unless
you disapprove is that it?”
“When
the Mother created us we were all scattered far apart. You, you’re meant to be somewhere
else entirely. Audrey too. We were called to unite only because of the new
threat from the Sun. Once it’s all finished, we’ll all go back to where we came
from and lead from there. I won’t be around to tell you how to run your piece
of the Earth.”
“You’ve
thought about this a lot haven’t you?”
“Too
much” I smiled.
“You
think any of it will come true, all your theories.”
“Tell
me what I’ve been saying hasn’t sounded logical?”
We
continued our talk well into the night, debating over things and sharing every
detail of what we had missed in each other’s absences. Where once Sebastian had
been unwilling to reveal his so called mysteries
he now told me everything.
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