I stopped.
For a moment I thought the sound had come from the darkness, but then I heard
it again.
“Evelyn!” it
was more urgent this time, less loud. Confused I turned my head and looked down
to my right, nothing. Spinning around in a circle I searched with my eyes, but couldn’t
see anyone. I looked back into the liquid darkness and realised that the
reverie that had engulfed me not two seconds ago was gone. The swirling mass
looked sinister and somehow…mean.
“Evie” the
sound came out in short breathes. I turned back around and there he was. He was
standing on the top of the escalator with his hands on his hips with his chest
heaving.
“Owen?” I
choked out. A heavy pulsing had begun in the back of my head. All of a sudden
the world seemed to shrink down to just us, me, Owen and the darkness.
He
stepped forward slowly and reached out his hand. As I grasped it I looked back
into the shadows and saw a face. It swirled in and out of focus so much so that
I couldn’t make out its exact features.
“Let’s get down from here” he whispered close to my ear, “Just hold on to my hand and follow me.” As I shuffled forward my eyes stayed glued to the drifting face. Just as we were about to step off the crumbled escalator it came sharply into focus. It was me. I screamed and so did my ebony reflection as it came rushing towards me.
The next thing
I knew Owen was hauling me through the wreckage of the shopping centre. I was
slung over his shoulder once again and I slapped him on the back so that he
could let me down.
“I’m awake!”
I pleaded, “Just put me down.”
“Hold on a
bit longer, until I get is out of here.”
“I can walk,
just put me down!”
“Why? So that
you can run off and try another suicide attempt?” He sounded mad, but of course
that’s what he would be thinking. He’s seen people die within the black cloud,
why would a stupid girl fare any differently. As I dangled there though, I just
couldn’t imagine my life ending within the liquid. It scared the life out of me
that was for sure, but I didn’t think it would take my life away from me. I
kept that to myself though. I didn’t want to look any crazier in front of Owen.
He stumbled
over the last obstacle before clearing Harbour Town and suddenly he didn’t seem
as strong as he did five minutes ago. I felt his shoulders sag underneath me
and I tried one more time to plead for my release, more for his sake than mine.
He relented and dropped me down onto the ground. I landed on my feet, but they weren’t
at their most stable and gave way under me. Owen’s reflexes weren’t quick
enough this time and we both ended up in a heap in the middle of the road. As
we disentangled ourselves I found myself staring up at my building, my home. We
had come out on the corner of Pearl River Road.
“This time
you’re following me” I said to him before pulling myself up.
“I’ll follow you anywhere as long as it’s not
into the black hole” I looked back at him to make sure he really just said what
I think he did, but there was no intense stare, no serious face, he wasn’t even
looking at me. I watched as he finished dusting himself off and then set out
for home. I was expecting some questions, probing questions, any type of
questions about how I knew where I was going within this ruined shell of a
building, but he stayed silent throughout the whole trek. The only complaint he
made was about the small crawl space he had to squeeze through before dropping
down onto my trusty mattress.
It was gloomy
inside so I quickly moved to slide my balcony barricade off to one side. As the
sunlight from outside illuminated my lounge room I could see Owen looking
around with a wary expression.
“So I guess
you weren’t being completely honest with me when you said you were squatting in
a broken down apartment”
“The apartment
part was true…” I trailed off. He stopped in front of some photo frames I had
hanging on the wall and looked them all over intensely.
“Not just an
apartment, you lived here?” He turned to me and I couldn’t help but feel
guilty. The look on his face was accusing and sad at the same time.
“You had your
home safe and sound this whole time while I thought my shipping container was
decked out. You even have your own maze to get into this place.”
“I got lucky”
I answered. There wasn’t much else I could say. I was talking to a guy who had
travelled hours by foot to a place that wasn’t what he expected, losing his
brother in the process and gaining a sketchy band of survivors in a shipping
yard.
“At least
your container has more supplies than my home. In a few days this whole place
would be useless”
“At least
that explains your need to raid Costco” he said quietly, “It must have been
hard to get all of your supplies up here, with Maya was it? Why would anyone
want to leave such a safe haven?” The guilt within me came rushing up my
throat. I almost gagged on the words that came out of my mouth.
“She didn’t want
to be here with me. She wanted to take her chances on her own.” It was more of
a truth than a lie, but it still made me feel shit inside. He nodded and moved
around the mattress to explore the rest of the place. I followed him into my
room where he sprawled out on my bed with a sigh.
“Oh my god. A
real bed” he laughed, “come lie down next to me” he patted the mattress. I sank
down into the feather doona and closed my eyes.
“So I think
it’s time you told me what that was all about” I kept my eyes closed. I didn’t know
how to answer him.
“I wasn’t trying
to kill myself” I answered. It was a start.
“Okay…what
were you trying to do then? You know that’s the second time in as many days
that I’ve had to bodily remove you from that thing”
“I can’t
explain it…it calls out to me” I turned my head and our eyes met, yellow to
dark brown, “I’m constantly thinking about it, it’s doing something to me.” His
eyes moved down the length of my body until they came to my hand. He took it in
his and raised it up above our heads. The veins had spread almost up to my
elbow and it frightened me just to look at it.
“I can’t
argue with that” he replied, “It’s definitely doing something to you.” He
looked back at me as he lowered my hand, but he didn’t let go of it.
“I try not to
think about this” he started, “but where have all the people gone?” I moved my
head from side to side.
“I think
about that all the time. There were thousands of us, just here in this area.
Now all I see are a few scavenger groups, all of them male. Marla and Toya were
the first females I had seen since Maya left.”
“You’re the first
girl I’ve seen since everything went down” his voice was barely a whisper and
his eyes…
“Do you think
we missed something? Like some mass rescue or an organised evacuation?” I
asked. The mood was quickly shifting and I wanted to stay on topic.
“Me and
Oliver were right there, from the suburbs to the centre of the city. There were
no rescues. As we moved closer to the coast fewer and fewer people crossed our
path. We just thought that everyone was hiding, you know, bunkering down.”
“I looked for
Maya” I said, “right after she left, I ran outside and I looked for her, but
she was gone.” He gripped my hand tighter.
“There are
too many things we can’t explain Evie. We just have to keep on surviving. See
what happens.”
That night we
ate canned corn on my Ikea kitchen island and decided to stay here until the
rest of the supplies ran out. Owen wanted to make sure my hand didn’t get any
worse and besides I had first aid supplies and a proper bed in case I had
another fit.
I watched the
clock as the time moved closer and closer to ten. We had to go to sleep and I
was dreading it for more than one reason. First of all I had to share my bed
with Owen. The last time a guy had slept in that bed was after a drunken night
out and a dirty one night stand. Second of all I was sharing a bed with Owen.
Thirdly Owen would be in my bed while I was in danger of having another
epileptic-like fit. Joy.
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