As the last
remnants of his flesh evaporated into the wind my mind caught up with my body
and I realised that there were still two guns trained on all of us. In that
moment I knew that my reaction would have to be faster than the scavenger
scum’s and for that I had to let go. So I did.
Two gunshots
boomed mere metres away from me, but they sounded oceans away. I felt time
stand still as my black dragon burst its way free out of my chest, thrusting my
arms outwards and snapping my neck back almost to breaking point.
Everything became still and quiet. I tried to
open my eyes, but my lashes fluttered freely—it was simply pitch black.
“Is this
death?” I whispered to myself. My voice broke the silence and I could hear
Luiz’s wailing, diminished to a scared whimper, overshadowed by the rapid
voices of frightened boys.
Five more
gunshots fired off in quick succession. They sounded muffled and delayed, but
there was no mistaking them for what they were. I felt each of them hit me, one
after the other after the other. They entered the embodiment of my darkness and
were swallowed up by it.
Instantly I
sharpened my vision and allowed it to see past the wall of liquid vengeance
that had formed before me. I had created a flowing yet steady force field
around all of us—protecting us from the remaining three Jeff’s who seemed to be
trying to shoot their way inside.
The
frightened voiced of the boy’s escalated, reaching a crescendo of panic.
“Shh” I said,
but no one seemed to hear me, “shut up! I need to concentrate” I yelled. Their
voices fell away to mere whispers. I took a deep breath in and flexed my outstretched
fingers.
“Shoot it
again!” yelled shot-gun Jeff.
“How the fuck
did that thing just appear?” yelled back sniper Jeff. He was sweating and
scared.
“Who cares,
just shoot it again!”
“This is
fucked up man do you think they’re inside?”
“Let’s just
get the fuck out of here!”
“Yeah screw
this shit it’s creeping me out.”
Sniper Jeff
disappeared inside his window. I flexed my fingers again and exhaled. The
barrier churned, allowing rays of light to penetrate its cocoon. The boys were
huddled together in the centre around their dead friend. All wide eyed, all
looking around in fear. I could feel Manoel’s gaze on me as I closed my eyes
and let out a powerful scream.
The darkness
rushed out of my mouth, out of my pores and out of the palms of my hands. It
connected with the energy of the force-field and distributed itself around its
circumference. I opened my eyes and imagined my dragon launching itself into
flight.
A supersonic
boom resonated around us as the darkness sped through the surrounding streets.
Shot-gun Jeff was the first to be consumed in its path, followed by the other
Jeff and finally sniper Jeff who was just about to exit an already
disintegrating building.
The darkness
had spread so fast that I couldn’t even see its edges and I didn’t care. I
could feel my whole body pulsating with power, the asphalt beneath my feat had
melted and I stood on the Earth’s warm flesh and conducted her wrath with all
of my being.
A bell
sounded in the back of my mind. It was a familiar sound, which made me pause.
It tinkled again and again and suddenly my consciousness was flying down one of
the paths that my darkness had taken until it was at its end and facing
Sebastian. His face was clear in my mind.
“Stop” it
mouthed silently as the bell continued to sound. I clenched my hands into fists
and let out a shriek of pain as I summoned the Mother’s vengeance back to me.
Even in this state of utter power I could remember how close I had come to
destroying our group the last time I relinquished control. Sebastian was too far
away to help me, but my darkness was on his heels and I had to be the one to
restrain it.
I let out
another primal roar and brought my hands to my chest, physically pushing the
darkness back inside me. It came rushing back like a sledgehammer, each segment
of misty darkness slammed into me with such force that it made my knees buckle
underneath me. As the final pieces slithered back into my pores I let out a cry
of relief and dropped onto all fours.
I wretched
onto the ground and by body heaved in response to the physical onslaught it had
been put through. I knew that any second now I would pass out as my body shut
down. This wasn’t a matter of replenishing my power with the Mother’s; I could
do that instantly as I was connected to her right now. It was her power’s
effect on my mortal body that had me doubled over in pain. I had never once considered
my body to be weak after I had absorbed the Earth’s vengeance. I had never once
thought that it could damage me. It was logical now that I was experiencing the
pain. How could a mortal body contain and withstand such power? It couldn’t.
I tried to
hold onto my consciousness, but it stubbornly slipped away until all that was
left was nothingness.
She had wished for things to happen
differently, better.
She had waited so very long in order to make
herself heard, but it seemed that her voice was not strong enough. Her warriors
were faltering in their paths, unsure of the destiny she had bestowed upon
them. Their mortal minds rebelled against the nature she had imbued them with—the
nature of destruction. All the humans ever did was destroy and kill and harm. Why
they should now hesitate when they had the power to destroy all was beyond her.
She
breathed a deep sigh of regret, it swept through the fields and the trees
making every wayward leaf and every outstretched blade of grass sway.
She had picked her soldiers for their
sympathy towards her, their love and it was this very compassion that stood in
the way of her vengeance.
Her brother’s
messengers were felling her at every step. Each warrior’s death was like a stab
to her heart. They carried her emotions inside them, they breathed her own life
and losing them was saddening her.
She came upon a river. Its water’s glistened
in the sunlight. They were all intertwined; nothing was as beautiful when it
stood alone. She had thought that by ridding her body of the pestilence she
would restore balance and life, but any sort of extinction was harmful to the
fabric of life itself.
Mankind had driven countless creatures and
life forms to extinction, but when it was their turn to face the bottomless pit
of non-existence they struggled against their fate, or at least the fate that
she had imagined for them.
She looked up towards the stars. She had
never seen Fate before; she drifted from second to minute to eons to days
leaving traces of her intensions to be picked up by some humans, but never by
the Mother. It must be because there were so many different fates to be dealt
out to all the billions upon billions of humans born throughout the ages. Fate
must grow tired, she might need respite every few centuries or so, but she
would never want to be cheated of her purpose.
The end of mankind meant a considerable
decline in fates.
She sighed once more.
If only the humans had continued to treat
her body with care and respect. She would never have had all this pain and hate
in her soul. It would never have overflowed. Death would not have rejoiced so,
at seeing so many people crumble.
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